Agnes LaurensinThe Essayist·Aug 19, 2021Member-onlySorry Music That I haven’t Been Nicer To You — You’re More Than Worth ItWhen re-entry into the music world made me the happiest woman on earth. — I took my bike, and I put my violin on my back. I also put my music stand in the basket of my bike. I was a little bit nervous when I closed the gate of the garden. Somehow I felt like having butterflies in my belly. I started smiling…Mwc Reentry10 min readMwc Reentry10 min read
Agnes LaurensinThe Essayist·Aug 23, 2021Member-onlyParents Don’t Get Paid — It Is The Biggest Job in the WorldParenting must be more rewarded than it is now. — I said it to him: “I didn’t get my period last month. I think I am pregnant.” We did the dishes together when I spoke those words. We were a little bit silent. We didn’t know what to say to each other. “I keep the baby,” I said to break…Mwc Work4 min readMwc Work4 min read
Agnes LaurensinThe Essayist·Nov 1, 2021Member-onlyA New Wardrobe Is Not EverythingWhen your bullies want you to get a new wardrobe — to look “fashionable”. — I walked through the school, wearing low high heels, brown, straight points in front, and soft materials. I just got these shoes new. It was my birthday that week before. I loved walking in those shoes. …Essay5 min readEssay5 min read
Agnes LaurensinThe Essayist·Aug 7, 2021Member-onlyEgo Is The New Humanity and Taking Over Personal Space. Is It?What do you think when people talk badly about each other? — I stepped onto the second train — with my oldest descendant — to pick up her two youngest siblings. We had to transfer the train to Utrecht, The Netherlands, to travel to Zwolle. The first train stopped at all train stations. The second train we needed in Zwolle was an…Mwc Space6 min readMwc Space6 min read
Agnes LaurensinThe Essayist·Aug 23, 2021Member-onlyDoes My Fear for Death Exist? — Fear for Death Is My PsycheI have to live with it. Or do I have to do something about it? — With the pandemic still going on, Germany would be the best option to go on holiday. Germany is also one of my ultimate countries to go on holidays. The decision I made: I booked two holiday destinations in Germany. I booked holiday homes in the Eiffel, Germany. In the mountain…Mwc Death6 min readMwc Death6 min read
Agnes LaurensinThe Essayist·Sep 14, 2021Member-onlyI Was 18 When I Got Pregnant — I Was Terrified To Tell My ParentsWhen you tell your parents you’re pregnant at a very young age. — I wore my red shirt, my belly grew, and often I wore my grey Oxford sweater my partner gave me when I was pregnant, one size bigger from being pregnant and wanted to wear it a million times during pregnancy. I walked into the kitchen in our new house, I…Agnes Laurens5 min readAgnes Laurens5 min read